SCHOOL FACTS

Rich tagged me!
These are some school facts... ̿ ̿̿'\̵͇̿̿\o=(•̪●)=o/̵͇̿̿/'̿

1. At nursery or Kindergarten, I was able to read and write according to my parents.. I never had a tutor or someone to teach me with my home works and schools stuffs.. I studied, do all my assignments and projects all by myself.
   
2. Funny thing when I'm still in 2nd year of my HS. I'm always one of the highest scorer in quizzes or exams in Geometry w/c really killing us that time. Actually most of us can't relate to some topics and I don't have any idea why am I always getting an average score or should I say, "pasang awa" when most of my classmates getting failed. Haha..Now I know...highest scorer coz as i mentioned most of my CM were all failed the tests..
3. I sometimes cheat with my CM making sure that my prof doesn't notice me or else I will die! lol. It's a two way process.. I get answers from them then they'll cheat as well never minding if the answers were all correct! But most of the times, I let my cheatmates copy my assignments or tests answers...wahaha..that's fun I'm telling you but if others exceeded to the extent that they turned out to be a deadly parasite, well that's another story. Take note, I'm not a parasite coz sometimes I just compare my answers to my seatmate if we're likely the same..Is that also a form of cheating?? WHTVR!
   
4. I'm not an active student who's fond of joining school activities or programs coz I'm bit reserved and it was only when I step in College. In my 1st year in college I joined the school's "teatro". It's unbelievable though knowing ghera..Some of my HS friends were like in doubt and don't actually imagined me acting..But unfortunately, our "teatro" suddenly dissolved but the experiences,acting & dance lessons, workshops, friends still linger in my thoughts everytime I remember the days..
5. I hate reportings, return demos, and recitation!!! And also having hospital duty w/ the worst C.I.s ever!!!!! Nothing could ever been worse than that!

Now I'm tagging whoever wanted to be tagged...ehehe..xO

TRIBUTE FOR THE KING

How do I begin to start defining the essence of a true legend? Far from being a huge star across the globe, he shown an exceptional devotion to the world and every single creature it contains. His life was an inspiration to us even he faced inflicting trials and controversies throughout his life. It’s quite ironic how people tend to realize his worth as a human being just after his death. Many would acknowledge his humanly contribution to the world, all his divinely acts, generosity and that entire good things etcetera. As I noticed, this big bang that came too soon which was the death of the king, took all of us into shocked. Well, we cannot blame ourselves considering the mere fact that MJ brought difference into each one of us or merely the entire nation since he was just a little kid. As many times as I can possibly say, I’ll keep on mentioning how he change my life and your life and the great things he did if ever you don’t yet realized. Actually, I realized his importance just so after his death. I’m basically one of THEM.

As I stare at the cloudy sky at exactly 3:45 in the afternoon, I hardly recall back his songs that captured my heart and I can’t help but to be lame and sad. Funny thing to say but I bought a collection of his songs in Quiapo last week! Can you imagine the waves around the crowded place were all surrounded by the voice of MJ. I was like feeling his presence and the love from his fans, beginning to be his fans, and soon to be his fans. Most of the people roaming around and went to that place were like searching and intending to buy Michael’s dvds and cds from albums and concerts which were in fact all over the street and side walks. It’s amazing to think of this sudden whim took us and still taking us by storm or maybe typhoon. Even in daily news, you can see him and the people’s heartaches for his death.

All of sudden, people appreciate MJ’s music and the substantial message it contains as what Michael wanted people to sort out and make it possible in reality. As for his song lyrics, he placed his whole heart on it trying to make a change in the world we’re living. He’s a symbol of a true hero and peacemaker who translated his thoughts through his songs. Once you heard his soothing voice and learning the message of his songs, you’ll by then understand his deep compassion not only to his art which is music but also to the people who needed much love and care. A real man can grasp the reality of imperfection in life and still wanted to make an effort of instead doing something in order to at least share his blessings to others and make a difference.

By just looking at him changing to many different looks from the outside, all he wanted was to make a CHANGE. I’m not yet pertaining on how he changed his looks every now and then. Undefined mystery may be associated with MJ but not exactly his drive to a new world with less or if ever completely erased evilness. “Heal the World” and “Man in the Mirror” were two merely passage for him to let people hear its meaning; hence, apply it in the real world. A single human being should be capable of initiating change with his own shortcomings and inadequacy. Like other people would say that we should begin change to ourselves first so as we can be able to achieve our aim to better world. Change starts with “I” and that’s what he pertained in his lyrics in “Man in the Mirror”. So if change happened to a better “YOU”, you can start to spread the goodness in you to others. It’s just like a chain reaction. And if that happened, our world can be pull off to a better place to live reconsidering the souls dying from balderdash wars against each nation, and other baloneys that killing life. We can heal the world in our own simple ways. If MJ believed that it can happen in reality, who are we not to believe. Everything is possible even the impossible if we do believe. That thought most likely gave me the inspiration and drive to make a change to our world even though I’m just a simple being living anonymous to most people. That, I believed, is not a hindrance for me not to make a move, thus, it paves way for me to boost my confidence and try as far as I can.

Before I go further and way much off the topic, I want to let others know how MJ changed the world and how his influence made people understand the way of life. I’m definitely not patronizing him or whatever you called it, actually, I’m being honest. Behind those cosmetic surgeries and all that cases sue against him, nothing compares the essence he brought up to our minds and soul. No matter how grave people judge him, only his family, closest friends and avid supporters know the real Michael.

R.I.P.

MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON

TABI

Naranasan mo na ba
Mawalan ng makakasama?
Sa gitna ng daan
Hindi malaman ang pupuntahan

Huwag mag-alala
Hindi kita pababayaan
Sa iyong tabi
Ako ay iyong mahahawakan

Naranasan mo na ba
Madapa at masugatan?
Hawakan mo ako
Hinding-hindi iiwan

Huwag mag-alala
Hindi kita pababayaan
Sa iyong tabi
Ako ay iyong mahahawakan

Huwag mag-alala
Hindi kita pababayaan
Sa iyong tabi
Ako ay iyong mahahawakan

Huwag mag-alala
Hindi kita pababayaan
Sa iyong tabi
Ako ay iyong mahahawakan

Huwag mag-alala
Hindi kita pababayaan
Sa iyong tabi
Ako ay iyong mahahawakan

Paraluman - Tabi - Paraluman

This song/lyrics reminds me of myself & not pertaining to whatever you think..hehe.. Whether or not you agree with it.. I believe that I'm always on the run to anyone who needed me most.. Self-sacrificing as you called it. Massive consumption is what I can describe myself *derived from "the fear lyrics". Some friends would always been telling me how come I did those things to others? Why don't I first think of my own future instead? I've been really a big stupid being and I don't know how to deal with this kind of life! The huge problem with me is that I'm not familiar of the words "no way"!! I don't want to reject others, however deep within I'm dying to say that uneasy words!! I'm functioned not to say NO! waahh! For almost all of my life, I'm dealing with that..! Even with my classmates, friends, relatives whom asked me for a favor for instance..i can't just say NO! Maybe what answered I concluded even before is the fact that I'm afraid of REJECTION that's why saying NO is not an excuse... i hope that behind these sacrifices is a Golden Lining waiting for me...Only God knows... Whoever can help me or give some piece of advice..you can do so.. will be appreciated.. :)

2009 SUMMER VACATION

The week that has been was one of the most memorable vacation so far. After two years of not being able to even visit my mom side's province, we finally grab this one week vacation courtesy of mommy yolly. We rode on a plane [cebu pacific] last May 26, 2009 12:05 pm.Only 5 of us managed to get there [me, mama, papa, aljon and kua mon] since our other relatives have difficulties whether financial or by distance conflicts. But anyways, the trip must go on.

@ Terminal Three

Since our grandparents are getting old and we want them both to enjoy and spend time w/ each other together with our relatives there. Though it's kinda weird coz it was the first time we actually have our vacation w/ only five of us mªnileños..just so you know, more than 10 persons were we everytime we visit there.

May 24 - 1st day in Ormoc. From Tacloban Airport [Arrived there @ 5pm not to be exact..lol.], we rode a service van [duptours] going to Ormoc. Fetched by Tito Noe and dropped by to Tita Hermie's crib and fetched her and tito edwin as well going to Curva. My LOLO's Bday! A celebration and gatherings or reunion w/ relatives. There's Lechon and other craving foods. My mom, dad, aljon and kua mon were all busy catching up things w/ our relatives while I watched TV and a bit bored. shh..

May 26 - Ate jan, bb shawn and anne's arrival day from Manila. Catched up. I was drunk courtesy of TUBA and Matador! My gawsh! It was my first time be tipsy like that! First time ko nagsuka ng bongangbonga! *excuse me!* lmao! Super sakit sa ulo! Para akong magcocollapse! LMAO! But the night was fun, videoke..laughters.. and all that! saya! We slept in Papa Roy's house..hehe. Due to tipsyness.

ate jan & bb shawn


look who's tipsy!!

sing and drink.

May 27 - We went in Ormoc City Proper to rent in a Internet shop but first we dropped by to Tita Hermie's house. Updated all the internet accounts and then played rock legends in FB. I was about to watch BOF but then my cousins decided to go to Gaisano coz we're gonna buy in the supermarket. Then, we went straight home after buying the necessary items. After eating our dinner, Me, aljon and Kua mon, again went to Papa roy's house. Nagperya kami w/ Ate Jan, Anne, and Dodong..I dunno what you called that game but I know it's common to any peryahan...Ung may dice na three pices w/ different colors on its sides. Then you have to guess what color will appear upon rolling the dice. Something like that..hehe.. Cant you imagine, I lose 2 pesos!! watta! hahaha!! Watched Poohkwang and then slept @ Papa Roy's house.

May 28 - Headed to Palompon to visit San Antonio de Padua. Pray, pray.. After that, we headed to baybay and ate our lunch @ the seaside..Chicken Barbeque yumyum! Me and Aljon wanted to go again to ate jan but kua mon was LAZY and just slept, telebabad..haaarrrr!

Tita Sonia & Mama

May 29 - Bisperas ng Fiesta! After watching primetime bida.. @ 12midnight.. we went again to Papa Roy's house before we head to the disco! haha. Picture2 then drunk a little. we didn't danced because most of the song were bisrock! watta!!? We can't relate!! huhu.. then after we decided to go home instead...the DJ played foreign songs!!!!! watta?!!! ... we chitchatted and slept.

kua ronan.kua mon.ate jan.len.anne.aljon


Jay-R & Aljon


ate jan & me @ the disco


Kua Mon.Jepjep.Len.Anne.Ate Jan.Aljon

May 30 - Happy Fiesta!!! Early in the morning, aljon, kua mon and me..went home..coz we slept in Papa roy's house. We have to prepare for the mass and christening of my inaanak gabrielle therese cruz [ gLaiza's bb girl]. Yeah ofcours, Filipino Time, we're half a hour late!! but don't you worry coz the homily was a hour long! gawsh!!! After the mass was the baptism..then, we went to the reception in Gly's relatives near the parish church... The foods were all great! So after we ate, kua mon and I went straight to Papa Roy's house again..nakiki-fiesta lang! hahaha. I preferred to stay there coz i find it boring to go home..there's no videoke and people to have chikahan w/.hehe.. ate jan. anne, and ate wayette were there.. Sila ka-chikahan ko! haha.Videoke again and I'm a bit tipsy again! wahaha! Picture2 w/ gigi [ate wayette bb girlk] I'm ready for another disco but unfortunately there's no disco that night! Us three, kua mon aljon and I, went home to fix ourselves and have a short nap but mine was about 4 hours I think haha. I woke up 12midnight. Then Us Three went to Curva to see if there's disco or whatever..There is but the main concept was the coronation night for Miss Curva I guess. then we we to Papa Roy's house to check if they're still awake.. but they're not..so we just went home and sleep.

Anne.Shawn.Gigi.Aljon.Ghera

May 31 - Swimming @ Lamanok! Babad kami ni Anne! Adik kami! haha. i haven't been into a beach for 2 years..so I said that very moment...this is it! wahaha! Together w/ two stranger teenager kids, we prompt to swim into the far side or almost malalim na part ng dagat! At first, anne and I were kinda scared to go farther but then we enjoyed it! Though malakas ang wave, go pa rin kami until my uncle instructed us to come back at the seashore, kc delikado na daw..hehe. Super fun talaga.. Our boys or cousins were like korny kc tagal nila bago maligo...mga inarte! haha..I and Anne got bruises bcoz of the rough rock we tried to climb! After the swim swim swim, We went home fixed ourselves then went to the City to buy some delicacies for pasalubong.

aljon in the middle of the ocean


Me & Anne


Shawn


Nikkie.Me.Anne.Aljon

June 1 - 6:10 am departure time from Tacloban to Manila. We're so exhausted and Sleepy. 8:30am arrival @ our house.. Home Sweet Home. Later in the afternoon, I headed to Dagupan w/ Ate Jan and Anne.. sumabay lang ako sa kanila. Their destination was actually in Tarlac. Chika Galore kami while in the bus and super tawanan to death!! Sa amin na lng ang pinagkwen2han nmen! super laughtrip talaga! ampupu! I arrived in Dagupan approx. 10pm. Tired super.

June 2 - Back again in Manila w/ Angel Mae. Need to take care of her for a month for her studies.

The vacation, though shortlived, still was a blast! the memories shared with loved ones will surely endured and treasured eternally. Kabitin lang.

Cenxa sa d ko nareplyan!! i'll try soon..ayt?!! hihi...i'll be really busy super!! huhu..d na masyado maka2pag-adiktus..grrr! anyways, i'll find time to reply to all u folks..:) labshoooo all!:D

Check out other photos @ my MULTIPLY.

UPSET OF THE CENTURY

But of course, this is the update i've been waiting for! Can't you just imagine how come I am now renting in a computer shop just to type this whole entry!! hahaa.. just so you know, my monitor is sort of a trash! haha! Haven't been here for couple of years that's why it really felt kinda weird but anyways I'm dying to post this new entry for the sake of getting rid of my hatred or whatever! LOL.

What's up w/ the title?? UPSET OF THE CENTURY! Perfect title ever! lol. For some who are familiar...yeah I'm an American idol freak and it's just killin' me of what just happened yesterday!

• The final judgement has been already took place yesterday, and yes, it's KRIS ALLEN who won and beaten ADAM LAMBERT! How's that?? I'm telling you, in my part it was distressing!!
• Congrats to KRIS ALLEN! I know, he's deserving but no one can erase the fact that ADAM LAMBERT is much deserving to the title. No offense to "guy next door's" fans, i'm a fan as well just after he sang "heartless".
• I was surprised actually but I also prepared myself coz I know how American Idol consistenly shocks everyone w/ the results. Seriously, I can't prevent my tears from falling just after Seacrest announced the winner! So dramatic! LOL.
  
• Heaven knows how exceptional, unbelievable talent ADAM has! He never failed his audience w/ his unstoppable unique performance!! Hands down!! Still, I'm very disappointed..huhu
  
• I hate how my friends teased me! haha.. they said that I'm LOSER! what the...? haha. Never mind. Lambert is a winner still.
• No matter what, I know that he'll make it big way longer & higher than *toot*! He's a superstar! GLAMROCK rules! lmao! [what's wrong w/ me??]
• Guys, just don't mind me..haha.. I'm insanely crazy!??!? I need to burst out my rants! gRRR!
• I'm so upset, upset and upset! It's unbelievable!!! Hear me?! Unbelievable!! You teeny american girls who voted for Kris!!!! Bitter??!!! Don't just base on the looks / guy next door image!! GRRR!
• For sure, I can do nothing w/ regards to this matter but to accept it. No one knows who will make it big!! bwahahaha!!
• Weird. How come ADAM LAMBERT higher up in the trending topics? Didn't Kris Allen won? haha..\:P\
• So much for that, let's rejoice coz KRIS ALLEN won!!!! I'll grieve instead..huhu..TT
• I still <33>

Off the topic..
You're surely familiar w/ Hayden Kho and Katrina Halili's scandalous sex videos. Not only Kat but there are also other personalities involved. The Doctor was quoted as "pervert" by different people who are concern and terrifically mad of what he did. When we speak of perversion it means doing sexual practice beyond what is normal or is also considered as paraphilia or abnormal sexual activity. I mentioned this matter coz being in the same field of profession, not actually the same but it somewhat belong to the medical field or healthcare, common sense will tell you that such actions are immoral knowing you are a professional who gained sufficient education regarding this kind of matter. I can say that what he did was unacceptable to any law whether to Man's Law or to God's Law. In the first place, each of us should be responsible w/ our actions. I can't find a good reason why people doing such act but it can be related to a medical condition or disorder. But to top it all, no one can judge the persons involved based on this kind of malicious scandal. One should be open-minded and take into consider the real victim and they're the women who are abused.

Off the topic once more..

I have to inform my friendly "kapitbahay" neighbors that this will be my final blog for the month of May..yeah..big deal! haha.. You can still continuously visit this indescribable blog w/ undefined layout..?! I'll be gone for a week or more coz we'll be having our family vacation in Leyte. See you then. The whole month of June will be a busy month for me. I have to fetch my little cousin in Dagupan coz she'll be studying in Laguna for good. I have a lot of work to do...gawsh! I'll be updating as soon as I can.. Don't let my blog turn into trash huh!!! hahaha.. I'll be missin this.. TTYL.

WHICH IS BETTER??

ADAM LAMBERT - NO BOUNDARIES

KRIS ALLEN - NO BOUNDARIES

COOKIE is a HOTTIE!

Yesterday, May 14, 2009, guess what?!!! I saw DAVID COOK!! He's like few inches away from me! wahaha! Call me Over-reActing but really I'm overwhelmed knowing that I saw him face to face! haha..Though it seems like a glimpse but it did totally flew me away! None of my imagination that i could actually see his face closer aside from T.V. or monitor of my computer! My gawsh! He's freakin damn HOT! The sad part there, we weren't able to buy tickets for the said "Meet & Greet David Cook" event. I was only informed by kua mon about that, few hours ago before the event. Pity me. But anyways, I'm quite satisfied coz as I said few times before, I can't watch DAVIDS concert! :(

show me the video!

[It's kinda shaky coz hell the people around me were like screaming and pushing me!]
[short glimpse of DAVID cookie, i hope you can see him]
[Mamang guards were all a BIG mess!! So apathetic!*epal*]

*Due to depression, we ate our heart out @ TokyoTokyo! We took few shots then went home.

erisa /ghera/ate grace / jeazhel

Overall, the day was fun though we're not able to get inside the amphitheater w/c was so frustrating. At least, I saw COOKIE like I drooled that very moment! [dream come true, lol] Anyways, we've all got chance to catch up and chika galore at the same time. Thanks ate grace for the treat! Nice to know you more.

I GOT TAGGED!

8 Things:
[tagged by clarence]

8 things I’m looking forward to:
1. No less than to have a freakin JOB.
2. One week vacation in Ormoc, Leyte.
3. Hang out with my long lost cousins.
4. DAVIDS' concert though i can't watch.
5. Edit amazing photos.
6. Camwhoring.
7. American Idol's finale!
8. Someone please give me money! I' such a beggar!

8 things I did yesterday:
1. Pictorial w/ ate jan and anne.
2. Watched Gokusen.
3. Edit kua mon's photos.
4. Ate a lot!
5. Music Tripped.
6. Commented to few bloggers.
7. Watched BOF.
8. Laughed and cried.

8 things I wish I could do:
1. Travel the whole world.
2. Meet David Cook & Adam Lambert!
3. Make millions of money!
4. Diminish the suffering of humanity. May ganon?
5. Eat the world's yummiest dishes ever!
6. Be in the front of the computer 24/7.
7. Fulfill the dreams of my family.
8. Vote the most sufficient candidate for 2010 elections.

8 Shows I watch:
1. American Idol
2. Boys over flowers
3. Only you
4. Tayong Dalawa
5. Hotshot
6. Gokusen
7. Gossip Girl
8. The Tyra Show

Below are the instructions for this tag:

• write anything about 15 persons you know
• don't mention the names of these 15 persons you are referring to
• if someone would ask who are these persons, don't tell them
• tag 15 persons but don't include the persons you included in your post

Here's comes my list:
[tagged by rich]

1. I hope that the money I paid to you is worth it!! Damn Over-priced!
   
2. You sucks! Don't you have conscience?
   
3. Please be strong and patient. God's has his own will why he put this challenges onto you. I know, you will be able to see the bright future ahead for you and your family sooner than you've ever thought.
   
4. I'm aware that all of you think that I'm too, a failure, but then I don't want to lose hope to prove all of you that I can make it.
   
5. Be sure of what you are doing. You know that Karma will find its way to you.
   
6. Respect the person who has been there for you ever since. Don't put her down coz see, she became a part of your life and don't have to put those memories in trash.
   
7. Thank you for trusting me and giving faith on me.
   
8. I hope that someday you'll realized you've been fooled by the person you trust more than anyone. God knows that you deserve such foolishness. Please open your eyes..please!
   
9. Why can't you see how important you are to me?
   
10. Don't continuously stress me! You've been so consistent! Just for once, please get rid of such attitude!
    
11. You're getting old, I hope that I can absorb all your pain and hardship. How I wish...
    
12. Thank you for giving me what I wanted though I'm so undeserving. Don't worry coz I'm gonna pay all depths I caused you and 10 x more!
    
13. I miss how we hang out like crazy! You've been my friend and you'll always be.
    
14. In the very depth of my soul, I apologize for not answering your messages. I miss you indeed. Our friendship will never end and I don't know if you aware of that. It's not that I ignore you guys but,time will tell..there will be a special time for us to bond once again. I promise.
15. I'm very SORRY if I took you for granted. If so I may not find any time to be with you, I'm sorry..I know It's my fault coz I'm too lazy. Please forgive me.

Well, to change this chain..why not make a difference.. whoever wanted to tag him/herself..go ahead and re-post your own List & claim that I tagged you ayt?! ! Sorry if I broke the rule! lol. It's just that, I don't have any idea if you guys already answered this Lists..I'm too lazy to check everyone who hasn't. (:P)