BAKIT AKO NAIINIS??

Note: Purong tagalog ako ngaun sa unang pagkakataon actually may halos ingles din. My Apologize to those who can't understand. I surely needs to express the depth of my emotions this time. I hope you do understand.

Upang sagutin ang katanungang, "Bakit ako naiinis?", narito ang mga posibleng dahilan:

1. Malamang iisipin mong ang babaw ko, pro ganito talaga ako eh, naiinis ako dahil nasa "bottom three" sila Adam Lambert at Matt Giraud ng American Idol. Pareho ko silang idolo kaya naiinis ako. Lalo na si Adam Lambert na hindi marapat na italaga sa ganong posisyon dahil sa kanyang natatanging talento! Kauna-unahang beses lang napunta si Adam sa bottom 3! Bakit kayo nagkulang AMERICA?! haha! "Bitter-Sweet" nga kung tawagin ang pangyayari para sa akin. Sapagkat, masaya akong nailigtas si Adam Lambert ngunit ang nakakalungkot ay natanggal naman si Matt. Haay, ang buhay nga naman. Marahil tinatawanan mo ako dahil ang O.A. ko, pwes wala kang magagawa nakikibasa ka lang! ahaha! Kakainis!!
2. Sino bang hindi maiinis kapag wala ka ng perang pambili ng gusto mo lalo na't "super sale" ngaun sa SM SuperMalls? haha. Kakalungkot namang isipin na kung kelan pa "sale" eh wala na akong "budget"! NAMAN! Kakainis!!
   
3. Ikaw ba kung "graduate" ka na at wala ka pang trabaho, hindi ka ba maiinis? Isa kang "PT or Professional Tambay"! Isa akong malaking pabigat at palamunin!! Nakakahiya mang sabihin ngunit ano ang magagawa ko? Ang ganda kasi ng bansa natin, punong-puno ng oppurtunidad! Mag dilang anghel sana ako. Kakainis!!
4. Madalas ko itong pinagiisipan kung paano ba ako makakatulong sa mga nangangailangan kong kapamilya ngayo't alam kong wala naman akong trabaho! Sobra akong "na-gui-guilty" paano ba naman wala akong magawa sa tanda kong ito! haha. Sa totoo lang, "feeling" ko sobrang wala akong kwenta! Kakainis!!
5. Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ako o hindi sa mga taong mahilig manloko. Syempre nakakainis nga un diba?! Ngunit paano kung ang pagsisinungaling ang may magandang rason na para sa ikakabuti ng mga taong importante sayo. Hindi ko rin maintindihan kasi hindi ko gawain o "hobby" ang manloko o magsinungaling lalo na sa mga taong mahalaga sakin. Hindi ako magpapakaimpokrita kung sasabihin kong hindi ako nagsisinungaling, ginagawa ko din un ngunit mga mababaw na dahilan lamang. Naiinis lang ako sa mga taong manloloko "period". Kakainis!!
6. Eto pa ang walang katapusang "issue" patungkol sa kaso ni Ted Failon! Grabe na ito, hindi ko mapigilang maghimutok at mainis sa ginawang panghaharas ng mga pulis sa pamilya ni Mr. Failon. Sino bang hindi mababadtrip di ba?! Namatay na lang ang asawa niya hindi man lang siya tinantanan ng mga isyu at akusasyon na binabato sa kanya. "Unfair" talaga ang buhay at kahit si "Superman" walang magagawa! Kakainis!!
7. Ang pangarap ika nga nila ay makakmtam basta magtiyaga ka lang. Eh bakit ako nakamtam ko nga ang pangarap ko ngunit subalit datapwat, hindi pa rin ako masaya. Ang dami kong pinagdaanang hirap, hindi pa ba sapat un para maging masaya? Kung iisipin kong maigi, hindi ko nga pala pangarap ang pagiging isang nars. Itinawid ko lang ang aking sarili nang sa gayon ay magkaroon ng magandang pinagtapos at magandang kinabukasan sa hinaharap na "ikaka-proud" ng aking magulang at kamag-anakan. Bakit hindi pa rin ako masaya? Madalas ko yan itanong sa aking sarili at madalas ding hindi ko alam ang kasagutan. Ikaw ba alam mo?? Kakainis!!
8. Mga taong hindi nakaka-appreciate ng ginagawa ko ay isa pang nakakainis! Hindi naman sa humihingi ako sa iyo ng utang na loob dahil alam ko dapat hindi yan "iniimpose", kusa lang yang ipinararamdam. Ang tanging nais ko lamang ay maisip mong "nageexist" ako at hinihingi ko ang pagbigay mo ng halaga sa akin, "vice-versa". Kakainis!!
   
9. Alam kong walang kwenta ang susunod kaso naiinis ako at hindi ko mapigilang maghimutok! Ukol ito sa "sikretong kasal kuno" nila Juday-Ryan na sobrang O.A.! Korny talaga nila, "feeling important"! Sorry na lang pero eto talaga opinion ko! Pasensya na sa mga fans..eewww!!! Kakainis!!
10. Mahaba-haba na din itong blog na ito, malamang hindi mo binasa! Yabang mo naman! Makonsensya ka! Bat ako binabasa ko naman ung sayo ha! haha!! Kaw ba hindi ka maiinis na wala man lang magtiyagang magbasa ng ginawa mong blog? Matapos mong ibahagi ang aking damdamin sa pamamagitan ng blog na ito, tapos iwawalang bahala mo lang!! Maayy Gaaaaddd! Kakaiyak naman nun! haha. Sa nakakabasa nitong huling numero, pwedeng nilaktawan mu ang ibang numero at ang binasa mu lang ay itong number 10, pwede rin namang dumeretsyo ka na sa number 10 dahil tamad ka magbasa, at pwede ring dakilang ka at tunay na kaibigan! Salamat at Saludo ako sayo!! Pagpapalain ka ng diyos! AMEN! At sa hindi ito binasa at kumopya lang sa unang nagkomento, eto sayo.."TOINK" magingat ka sa dinadaanan mu, sana madulas ka! bwahaha! JOKE! May araw ka rin! haha..Kakainis!!
    

NIGHT OUT

Since we don't have digicam, we decided to have snapshots on the photobooth @ timezone!! Look!! We're not yet prepared..& the designs are not good enough!! haha! we're a bit innocent [sori naman! galing bundok lang! lol]:x
[oopsssiiee!! GOT MY NEW HAIRCUT DONE!]

GILIGANS TRINOMA
04/28/09
Beer Day with My cousins:
Kuya mon & Ate wayette, my brother Aljon, Ate Grace and MEEee!

Before ate wayette head off to Ormoc on the 30th, we've fixed a date for us to hang out and bond just even once. It was was fun & we've enjoyed the night. I was a bit drunk but still tolerable! ahaha:P What made the night worst was when Aljon put lotS of hotsauce on our "pulutaN" beef sisig!! waaaH! that was so distressing! haha..but anyways the night was surreal. The Only sad part there was that we don't have digicam!!!! gRR!! But good news!! I received my new digicam yesterday!! The photos that i just posted above were only cellphone pics.. I'll try to post photos from my new digicam SOON..btw, it's sony DSC W220. I'm so happy! haha!!:P

ADAM LAMBERT IS <3

Note: This post is actually inspired by Jhoice's entry about A.I.

Last performance of Adam Lambert entitled If I can't have you.

I posted this coz I can't resist my emotions regarding His unstoppable talent. The song actually made me felt his deep passion, pain, sorrow that his trying to convey in his interpretation and his heartfelt performance carried me away! Every week he showed different sides of him making his performances unique and not a cliche. While listening, I didn't noticed that I'm having goosebumps already! Everytime I listens to his music, it feels like I'm melting down and cutted into pieces! His voice always turns me into puddle of mush! He's definitely a winner! The best Idol ever! Hands down! :P

Is he GAY or NOT?

If he's really gay, and so what?!! haha.. At least people voted him based on his talents and his looks i guess.. but talent counts most! And just for those questioning his sexuality, get a life! Just a suggestion! ahahaha!

Get to know Adam lambert even more, click this : American Idol 8- Adam Lambert

V-O-T-E FOR A-D-A-M L-A-M-B-E-R-T AMERICA

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THANKSGIVING & APPRECIATION

The date was last April 15, 2009 Wednesday.The event was in school about Thanksgiving for June 2008 and November 2008 Board Passers.Yuh right, I attended coz it was confirmed that both set of passers are welcomed in the said event / program as they called it. But eventually, I'm the lazy one..so I arrived quarter to 11:00am w/c was supposed to be 9:00am as we intended and as the event scheduled to start. There was a mass in the chapel of SJD Hospital then the program proceeded at the gym of the school. Well, obviously, I'm way too late so my friends waited for me as I am the last one to arrive..How important I am!! or feeling important..anyways.. I know that it's my fault & I've already extend my beg for forgiveness to my loyal friends. So as we climb the staircase, I'm sort of feeling embarass coz we already had our time [june board passers] last year, when the school provided us thanksgiving mass and treated us in Max's. But as they said, we should swallow our pride and shyness instead, have fun watching the program made by our dear clinical instructors and of course endure the foods c/o KFC! Sadly, I & Joyce don't have certificate received.

Our Clinical Intructors made a special number wherein one of our favorite C.I. [Mr. Alexander Regala ]sang "this is the moment" w/ his back-up singers [they're C.I.s too!].

It was fun coz we had the chance to take snapshots w/ our colleagues.

w/ Mrs. Gregori [Our Batchs' Dean]

ghera.elaine.reshma.joyce.emmie.karen

*SnapsHot GirLs*

Finally, we've got our yearbook!! After one year! Yeah! It's petite but cute:)

Sunset by the Bay

Our final stop was in MOA [Mall of Asia]...what's new?! LOL. Joyce wasn't able to join us there coz she needed to attend important matters. But anyways, the show must continue! I, Resh, & Karen had our picture galore coutesy of Resh's Cam. We took shots until we dropped, actually the digicam battery was the first one to drop! haha.:) I enjoyed the day as much as I could. Thanks to my friends whom insisted me to come back here in Manila [coz I'm actually in Dagupan that time looking for career/oppurtunity] so as to attend in that Thanksgiving & Appreciation held in our School and to have small reunion w/ friends and batchmates. That day was a history and as they say..History repeat itself..so I hope one day will come that we're gonna be all together again and just have fun & chill, while reminiscing the days back then. I miss you all guys!!!! SO MUCH! :)) TILL THEN.

For more photos, click here : Thanksgiving & By the Bay

BACK IN MANILA

WHoa! Im now back in Manila after almost one month minus one day!!

How I miss the overflowing black smokes coming from city's vehicles!! LOL!

To make my first day here exciting and enjoying, I went in DV to shop..! So damn miss it!

I actually bought quite huge amount of items!!! ehehe...you can't blame me though.. but my mom do! LOL. After going to dv, I planned to clean my messy room but unfortunately, I had a massive laziness attack! ahahaha! Eventually, I watched parental control, date my mom, && primetime bida! :D

I have this gut feeling that our plan which to go out for an outing to a nearest beach or pool resort as an alternative, will not happen or be cancelled. Considering the fact that we don't have clear objective or plan, it made me think that another unpursuable mouth saying and broken promise! watda?!! ahaha:))

Can't wait to receive my brand new digicam!! I'm so sick! I want to have my addiction back!! yey! Definitely to capture moments!! Looks who's excited?!! :D

My decision to stay here in Manila for a week has something to do with our so called Thanksgiving and Appreciation for the June and November board Passers.. But with unnecessary news I received minutes ago..It indicated that only November board passers should attend! Hell ya, ARE YOU SERIOUS? I came all the way from Pangasinan (6 hours away from Manila [capital]) just to attend that freakin considered reunion of our batch but then I sort of find out this gossip [still there's no confirmation]. I'm kinda pissed off whether it's true or a fad! Calm down ghera, calm down(...)