my retarded paradise

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

WHAT I..

What I misses...

1. I miss my internet addiction!!!
2. I miss malling!
3. I miss hanging out with my close friends.
4. I miss editing photos & creating vectors.
5. I miss my family.
6. I miss schooling. [?]
7. I miss my friends.
8. I miss being toxic.
9. I miss travelling.
10. I miss destroying others life!! LOL

What I LoVe..

one & only...

ADAM LAMBERT

though there's a rumor or confirmation that he's GaY..I don't freaking care at all! I really heart hiM! To those who's not familiar w/ hiM, he's a contestant running to be the neXt American iDoL! Vote for HiM!!

What I'm Happy about..

1. Finally, my uncle will be out from the hospital & will continue his medication at home.
2. I'm just happy coz I have my own freewill.
3. My little cousins makes me happy.

4. I'm happy whenever I chat with my friends back in manila thru text or YM.
5. American Idol!!
6. Travelling & Hanging out.
7. Internet!!!
8. I now have direction.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Please Pray for my Uncle

Sorry "my blog" if i wasn't able to update you every now and then!!! huhu..
I'm very busy as I always mention. Seldom I got the chance to check my mail, updates, or even write here in my blog. I'm always in the hospital for 11 days now. My uncle is confined there for I think 3 -4 weeks and at the present time. I'm actually here in Dagupan. I arrived here last March 14, 2008. My aunt told me to come over so as to take care of my uncle upon discharge but unfortunately he wasn't able to discharge from the hospital coz he's condition still not stable. Everyday, my aunt and I go in the hospital past 8 am and go home past 8 pm.. So to estimate, we have 12 hours of duty..haha..

Speaking of the illness of my uncle.. it's called TB Meningitis. A kind of Tuberculosis mainly affecting the brain. In this instance, the brain's filled with so much water resulting it to be compressed and increase in pressure. He has hydrocephalus but unlike children..his head doesn't grows, instead, the water inside compresses the brain. Sometimes or most of the times, he can't recognize a person [their name or their identity/even his offsprings], spoke unorganized thoughts, unsteady gait, and worst.. he can't control his bowel movement and urination [that's an update as of today]. I really hope that he can get well sooner. He has 3 small kids still. They're so young to understand his situation. But I know that in God's time, everything will be better for their lives. At the moment, I really feel So helpless coz I can't even do anything just to uplift the situation. But I promise, someday I can help them in the most possible way I can. All I can do for now is to accompany my aunt and help her even in small things..:)

Please..I need you prayers... May God give My aunt's family grace and will to carry on. May they have more strength and courage to stand these challenges. Please Lord God take good care of their health and please instill in their minds that there's still hope and always be strong.. Your Prayers are the most powerful among anything else.Thank you:)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

LET'S CATCH UP!

I've been out for 14 days .. now I'm back!
I missed most of my networking sites here in the internet!
How come I somehow managed to get rid of my computer addiction for quite a long span of time!?! But anyways, I can handle any adjustment even if I have to let go of something which I'm really attached of. I don't know exactly what am I going to discuss here, I'm just happy coz finally I can be able to browse and chat again!

I want to share my so called reunion with my college friend last friday. Erisa asked me a favor and that is for me to accompany her in PRC for her registration as a professional nurse. Since I don't have any scheduled activities for that day, i decided to come with her considering her offer of treating me a movie ticket of Confessions of a Shopaholic. Well who am I to reject her offer! haha. One of the reasons why she wanted me to come with was obviously for me to teach her the procedures of that registration coz I've been in her position months ago. I actually passed the board exam last June while erisa took and passed her exam last november. Honestly, I'm a bit confused that day coz I almost forgot the step-by-step procedures! Hell, It's been 6 months ago.. i guess..! While we were inside the big room full of registered nurses, i can't help but to reminisce the last time i've been there. I was alone. I went there all by myself. I never asked for anyone to accompany me. I was so lonely..haha! Sorry for being so dramatic!!Everything were done so we've went straight ahead to Mall of Asia. There, we watched COnfessions of a Shopaholic.. I laughed my butt off indeed!

The sad part of the day was the moment we part ways and someone texted me that Francis M. died. I knew it in the evening but i just learned he died 12 noon. He's indeed a big loss in the music, showbiz, art industry and not to mention, to our whole country. He's a nationalist and deeply proud to be a Filipino. And that's why people admire and salute him!

I wanna extend my gratitude to all those cute bloggers who visited my site! I'm sorry if i wasn't able to reply to your messages. I'll try to hit you back later..! I miss you guys! :)

Friday, February 20, 2009

CYBER FRIENDS

Reunited and it feels so good.

Friends

are typically difficult

to find, as they say. Real ones are rarer. But the truth is,

friends come and go, some stay some don't

. What's really interesting is how can an internet buddies turned into real friends

in reality. I always think back then

that the cyber world is just a fake huge place for different types of people and strangers

. Never in my deepest imagination i ever thought that i could find people to share my thoughts and moments with

Last February19, 2008, Accidentally, my multiply friends

reunited & had our conference in YM. We chatted like crazy

! Even though some of them are busy that day, it really felt so good

& overwhelmed. What I did was

, I keep on talking using my mic of course and talking nonsense

stuffs that made them laugh

. Then after wards, sound tripping. So here's my chance to tell you our stories

, how we've met

& the stories behind, in short, our history

Clari sse Joy Galvez aka clang

I met her @ multiply. She's the very first friend that i had in multi. We got close simply because of the photo comments in that said site. As i remembered it correctly, I'm the one who added her first coz i was amazed by her photographs. She began dropping some comments in my photos, likewise, i did the same. We've talked a lot with regards to nursing. What can i say to her, she's simply the best. Friendly, Approachable, Genuine, Down-to-earth, Funny, Easy to be with, Effortless beauty & so on. I can't actually enumerate all her good traits coz may take time. We've finally met @ dv with kheiy. I can say that I didn't had a hard time adjusting to her. It's like we've known each other for years. I edited a vector & some of her pics & I enjoyed it coz she's already pretty & there's no hard time thinking what to add on in her pics.

Kathleen Cuaresma aka kheiy

I've known her because of clang. She saw clang's vector that I've edited & then she added me & also asked me to do her a favor by making self-image vector. So, I prompted to make her one although we're not close coz I'm practicing that time on vector making, so no problem I said. We've got even closer coz we're always online commenting on each other's photos and chitchatting. Again, she asked me to do an invitation for her sister's debut so I did. We actually met at dv. That day was just an accident and no plan at all. After dv, we went in SM MOA & enjoyed the Globe promo there. All I can say to her is that she's a good friend who's always there when you needed her. She's Mirror Vanity girl, Camwhore, Game in all aspects, Mall hopper, Hopeless romantic, Chocolate addict, Text Maniac, Shopaholic and what else? I think to top it all, she's a real friend to lean on. I also edited some of her pics.

Abhegail Morada aka abhe

Here comes abhe. I actually knew her because of kheiy & clang. They are close multi friends so I might as well joined with them unexpectedly. I also edited a vector for her and photo edited pictures of her and her bf. We met personally @ SM Megamall together with kheiy. As we roam around the mall, we've talked about stuffs regarding nursing. We've clicked just as simple as that. I find her funny, easy going, talkative, enthusiastic, risk taker and a thoughful friend. Although,I got to be with her in just few hours, I know that our friendship will forever. She never forget to check out for me every now and then that I really appreciated. I know that she has that good heart that will never fade especially to the one she loves. She's very hardworking and dedicated to what she does and i believe in her.

Kathleen Gaye Alip aka kat

And there goes the bubbly girl. She the last girl in line whom I've known for a quite some time. And yes, it's quite a chain between the five of us. I met her because of kheiy and the rest of the girls. I don't know exactly who added on my / her list in multiply but what i know is that she's a friend of mine. Even we haven't met personally yet, I think I'm already attached to her. Based on my perception, I believe that she's nice to be with, funny, camwhore, kawaii addict, a person who can lean on, good listener, and a lover to her boyfie. If you'll noticed her site in multiply, all which are her photos with different candid shots and most are so kawaii. Upon seeing her photos, it'll actually can make you smile, indeed.

Loving this girls are not too hard but exceptional! I can proudly say with head up high that I found genuine friends in the cyber world with no doubts. Have you?