Thursday, December 31, 2009

merry christmas 2009 & happy new year 2010!



Our Christmas Eve was a typical gathering where we eat Noche Buena Minutes before Christmas day. This time, we had a mini-exchange gifts w/ amount of at least a 100 pesos. I can say that the exchange gifts giving was the best part of the evening. We laughed like crazy and fooled around like there's no tomorrow. Though we didn't managed to have a group shot not even once. It kinda regretful for me. Anyway, nothing can surpass the happiness in each of us faces that night.


The description @ the photo describes it all. However I felt stupid coz some early photos were deleted for unknown reason. Maybe I'm the one to blame for my carelessness! I want to forget it but photos really mean the whole world to me that why I'm so guilty. Photos speak a thousand words or maybe million? the memories behind it means much. I don't simply shot a scene coz I wanted or I just like to, but capturing moments is simply means that I don't want to forget the time, people & place in the photos.

New year's eve marked a playful night for us. We've danced in the moonlight, sung like screaming, jumped as high as we could, firecrackers all the way, ate for media noche, snapshots of course.

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Photos here : christmas & new year

Thursday, December 17, 2009

1st half of DECEMBER

Dec. 1, 2009 - Mama's bday!
Dec. 11 - Picked up package @ Johnny Air SM Megamall
- Saw LENKA, the Australian Singer who sang "the show".
Dec. 12 - Meryl's Family Fun Day. Chowking Sm Sta. Rosa afterwards. photos here.


Dec. 13 - Celebrated Angel's 6th Birthday!
















Dec. 14 - Birthday of Angel. photos here






















Dec. 15 - Searched for child labourers for DOLE's x'mas project.





















Dec. 16 - Start of "Simbang Gabi"

Thursday, December 3, 2009

ARE YOU SERIOUS?

Honestly, My head get spinning around w/ random thoughts mainly occupied w/ anxiousness and nervousness. I don't have any idea on what the hell I'm doing this non-sense blog entry whereas most readers won't actually pay time to read. Maybe I caught up w/ a thought of letting go of this weird feeling so that it won't actually stuck up in my mind. Simply, I only want myself to realize that everything will goes out well so never "myself" worry w/ anything and everything under the sun so help me God lol.
  • Here's the deal, I have this situation wherein I have to put my faith in God into test or in simple words... I committed a big RISK. You might find it vague for I can't further elaborate so please understand.Yes, it's odd but seriously it serious! I have no other weapon but FAITH IN GOD.
  • Should I easily believe in a thing w/ no clear security or guarantee? Two things that makes me stand to it are vocal statement assuring positive outcomes and family friend's referral. Are they enough? I'm so confused.
  • Do I have to expect that I can achieve what was planned from the very start since they promised me guaranteed outcome? Yeah. I'm such an idiot! Of course I know the answer but please blame my mind coz it keeps on lingering up here.
  • I don't want to end up in stupidity! I can't help it for I am so desperate that I can do anything to get in my goal and break the ice. Classified as risk-taker but does that thing worth the risk? worth the wait?
The above statement consisted w/ blahblahblah thoughts of an insane girl so please don't read in case you don't wish to be like her. Seriously, I'm so serious and yes I'm being redundant. It shows how lousy I am and weird at the same time. Seriously again, I'm not worrying mainly w/ my wholeness alone but w/ utmost dedication to my family who I'd like to give everything and everything..is there anything else than everything??? That made me seriously worry like hell coz I'm damn desperate but w/ my desperate intention I hope that God will not let me go and still have pity on me most esp. at this very highest{?} peak of my life.
Lord God, Help me w/ this need. I know I'm being too demanding however this goes out not for myself alone but for my family. I know you never failed to grant my wishes every time I asked from you. I know that I'm deserving but please let this be my stepping stone for much improvement in the future ahead of me. I know you are busy watching each one of your creation but can you put a glimpse on me for a while? I know you won't give up on me. I know you love me.
FB Update:

-->>> Made me smile yesterday. An ultimate HS crush btw. He never knew me anyways. LOL.But I have to make his identity a mystery for privacy purposes.LOL. "meganooon??"

Thursday, November 26, 2009

NEW MOON MANIA!



The self-proclaimed addicted gal took quite a few photos w/ the casts of twilight saga/new moon. That's a rare chance so why not grabbed it.LOL. After long days of waiting, at last people will congratulate me coz I'm already one of the million people who have watched one of the most anticipated movie of all time. Just a trivia : Did you know that New Moon breaks the International Records? Not a big deal coz it only brought its worldwide gross to $258.8 million so far. Isn't amazing? Anywhoo, who would have thought that it will flop? I guess none of our wildest imagination considering Twilight's monster hit a year ago.
And yes, I agree w/ all those crazy ladies going insane over Jacob's hottie body but then again, I'm team Edward all the way! LMAO!


After the movie, erisa and i took snapshots @ the great x'mas deco. at the main lounge of MOA.


RED theme xmas tree


Dancing Toy statues in the tune of jingle bells & other xmas songs

Monday, November 23, 2009

ADAM LAMBERT @ AMA's



If you're quite exposed to entertainment world, you must be aware of the new talk of town that has been spread over the internet and some current Hollywood news. Not that I'm an avid Hollywood gossips follower, it's just that I have my twitter account and by curiosity, I wondered what the heck Adam Lambert listed on the trending topic, and yeah knowing the fact that I'm a huge fan of Him since the last idol season. So I researched and by then I learned that a certain AMA's just held last sunday night (American time). The much talked about Adam's performance burst further my curiosity so why not watch it on Youtube. Apparently, I went on shock but at the same time such performance was in line w/ the image of Adam so nothing surprising about that. He actually sang his debut single "For your Entertainment". Honestly the song was great and in my opinion, he just portrayed what is asking by the song lyrics and music. It was sensual, image of sexual slavery, risqué for some people, in short, He showed his dangerous side.

There was crotch rub and make-out session w/ his pianist w/c are definitely insane and hilarious. You can feel the energy and zest! An artistic way of freedom of expression as he always wanted people to realize. He doesn't perform for every single person thus, he dedicated his performance to those people who share the same passion and do appreciate his interpretation of the song lyrics. Besides, Adam doesn't meant to upset any of the AMA's viewers, he just doing this for plain fun and there's no big deal w/ regards to that.


X-rated scenes: face-crotch & make out sessions


@ adamlambert
All hail freedom of expression and artistic integrity. :) fans: I adore u.
via twitter

After the performance, his first since American Idol, Lambert said: "I'm hoping people were entertained. For those who weren't, maybe I'm not your cup of tea."
Lesson here: Be prepared as Adam Lambert hits the stage, he'll just steal the thunder! Seriously, keep in mind the vital word R-E-S-P-E-C-T. I simply adore him coz he's REAL.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

WE WERE WARNED!

We were warned by the Mayans since according to ancient history, they created a calendar w/c is set to end its cycle on December 21, 2012. It will make us wonder what will happen if Mayan calendar reached the end of its 13th cycle? End of the world? I'm not really familiar w/ the reputation of Mayans w/ regards to their prophecy w/c are well-chronicled and examined by renowned scientists but as for my research, Mayans based most of their findings w/ regards to the world, planets /universe by NUMBERS w/c are somehow accurate. We'll never know unless we've reached year 2012, at least, we were warned.

Upon browsing the net world, I came to discover things that quite unimaginative further bringing me to a world with a lots of possibilities in accordance with scientific explanation. The fifth world finished in1987, I learned that by 2012, the sixth world, everything goes out blanked. It's yet to unfold and actually it's up to us how we co-create a new world from scratches. However everything is mutating. Currently we are in "between worlds" or the apocalypse. Meaning to say, the truth shall unveil. This is the time where many people will experience major changes in different aspects of their lives. Changes that maybe personal or in relation w/ others.

Mayan Calendar provides the exact calculation or schedule of cosmic plan and the unfolding of all things that came into existence and it let us understand the past and foresee the future. It's as well a gateway to the worlds of consciousness for us to be eye-opened w/ the things surrounds us w/c for most of the time blinded by false beliefs in other diversionary calendars. Things exist for a reason and w/ accordance to a divine cosmic plan.

The main essence of these prophecy leads us to a realization that literally or abstractly we are experiencing such marvelous changes associated w/ what Mayans were trying to imply as to the real definition of "end of times". Yes, it's scaring and making us worried on what if the end is near. Some would criticize and considering it a myth w/ no tangible and accurate explanation. Apparently, they will just put it on trash like piece of sh*t w/o further analyzing it's depth meaning to humanity. But of course, who would actually fully believe in such prophecy? My only point here is that whether or not there's a truth behind the quickening of the world, we humans must be more conscious and open-minded w/ the implication of the message of the Mayans. Maybe there's no major drastic dramatic catastrophe will happened in that exact time but then there's a fact that little by little or more, the earth is being devastated caused by humans carelessness. In fact, as the time goes by, lot of humans already experienced tragedy and disasters and still counting. Later by later, the catastrophes are getting worst if so you haven't realized yet. Fast growth of death and devastation of the gift of resources have already took place in different sides of the world, some were actually unimaginative to imagine. These thoughts are all cliche and no improvement since then.

We, beings w/ different races, cultures, beliefs must weave together all the productive knowledge in order to create a tapestry of harmony and balance.



The movie 2012 is an eye-catching movie that changed my way of thinking and gives me more reason to appreciate the gift of life. The film was thrilling. Actually, it made me shocked from the very beginning up to the end w/o strings attached. Never boring and every scene caught by breathe away. I'm over acting, I'm just describing how i felt w/o being exaggerated. My first ever to see such movie that definitely made me screamed and jaw-dropped! The movie was made as if it was for real. The effects were remarkable. Nothing more to say! I'm speechless! Too scaring as for what most people characterize this movie. That was indeed scaring. I don't want to believe that such catastrophe might happen in the near future coz that's crazy. But I'm looking on it otherwise. It's an obviously warning that every Human should be guided of. Besides, death and loss of everything are both inescapable w/c is true. Yes, I'm afraid too. I'm afraid of tomorrow, later, and today because we never know how our lives surprise us. Everything are unexpected as much as we make belief that this is supposed to happen blah, blah, blah.. Nothing lasts forever as they say. Live life as if it's your last. The ending shown that in the end, still, there's a bright future awaits. The movie indeed was not a total "end of the world" however there's a total "CHANGE" happened.

DECEMBER 21, 2012 is actually my BIRTHDAY. Believe me or not, I'm super excited on what to expect that day will become. Funny, knowing that day will be the last day according to prophecy in w/c I'm looking forward to happen. There's weird feeling for me thinking of that date and seeing it over and over again in different posters and in internet. Again, I'm afraid coz they say the end is near but at the same time I'm happy coz if that so happened, I will achieve the everlasting happiness in God's paradise.
A person once told to me that don't believe in "pamahiin", horoscopes, and other things that don't have any scientific basis or based in facts. Coz if you do, you're already neglecting God.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

2012 TRAILER



THE END IS JUST THE BEGINNING....

this movie scared me. Really dying to watch this. been waiting for months...finally. Still looking for time to drop in theater sooner.


Feels great upon learning that Adam Lambert sang the official soundtrack of 2012. So AMAZING! Love Him!!!! great song that you shouldn't miss!