DIVISORIA AGAIN

Many might be wondering why in the earth i'm always in dv.. Not only for mega shopping purposes but also some of which was actually unplanned and sometimes i go home without buying any stuff. Do you think i'm just roaming around there and breathing the precious air as well as the fitting in the crowded place? Well to make it clear, sometimes i go there just to accompany a friend or relative to you know..carry their the things they bought! duh!! kiddin! ahaha...that's ok w/ me coz i'm enjoying it there..although the place is known for many snatchers, in short that's a dangerous place, i love window shopping and making "tawad"! lols.

*grabbed from somebody i don't know just to let you imagine the place I'm talking about.
[for those who don't have any idea]

Ate jan and I went there 7:30 in the evening to again, night shopping!!! At first, i don't know exactly why ate ask me to come with her in dv coz it's really unplanned. So, here i go saying YES!! Eventhough i got my period that day and i'm having muscle cramps, i decided to accompany her without any second thought. So after my picture session w/ rachel in SM Megamall, i went straight to our house to change stuffs and ofcourse ate jan and i went home in the same time. We actually ate our light dinner courtesy of cheesebuger to me and hotdog w/ rice to ate jan. So, after eating we go straight to dv. As expected, there's a lot of people having night shopping. The night was so alive and seems like the road was closed by those vendors spread along the way in all corners. "Hindi mahulugang karayom" as they say. Good thing, i don't felt any muscle cramps that time! whew! We circled the tutuban night shopping searching for xmas dress and new years dress of ate jan. You can imagine how crowded is it even at 10pm. "Sumakit paa ko ng bongang bonga!"

After we circled the stalls for i think 3 times, we felt exhausted. So we decided to eat at the "barbequehan" located close to the "tiangge". The environment there was obviously smoky. I felt that the smell of the barbeque stick on my clothes, i smelled like a barbeque..! Our order was barbeque and hotdog. So silly staff there, there gave our order to other customer. So we waited for long. Such a crap! Hate it! Well, for me it's ok to wait that long if the food is satisfying. But guess what, it taste like the ordinary and it's not even cooked properly! "Matigas pa!" Half-cooked i think. Gosh, they also didn't treat as good! Crap! The way they looked was so irritating. Ate jan was also pissed of! We both wanted to kick their ass off! As if we can! lol. Let's don't about those losers! Anyway we went home quarter to 1am coz we had hard time to find a jeepney. It's only one jeepney away coz before we get in our house we have to have 2 rides. So the 2nd ride was difficult so we resort to ride in a cab/ taxi. Upon arrival to our house, we noticed that papa was alos went home little minutes earlier than us. Good thing he didn't scolded me! haha. Oooopps! We have to sleep for later s"imbang gabi" so that we can still wake up early.

P.S. We've woke up late. It's about 4:20am. We should've woke up earlier than 4:00am coz the mass is schedule 4:oo am everyday, this 9 mornings as it was called. Still, we get up and run to attend the mass. We wasn't reached the homily. :(

PASSPORT SIZE PICTURE

At exactly 2:30pm yesterday [Dec. 17, 2008] i went to Rachel's house coz we planned to go to Mall to have our picture taken for passport purposes. Our first itinerary was Starmall and then after realizing that there's no available studio which will cater our needs, we went directly to SM megamall. As we usually do, much chit-chats and "what's new" stuffs were discussed by us while roaming around the mall. It's been a long time no long chats and no mall hopping well obviously because of hectic schedule including the review days for the board that's why we seldom see each other. I know that a day is not enough for all the "chismaks" we've got. But the day w/ her is fun. We've laugh so hard for all the funny stuffs and some issues of controversial people we know. It's been so hard for us to look for a photo studio perfectly suited for what outcome we wanted. We're so damn crazy coz we decided to just resort to the much higher / expensive worth of passport size picture. But fortunately upon walking, the two desperate ladies discovered a photo studio w/c was cheap and they'll do the edit for free. So that's answer to our desperation. After canvassing different stalls and the so called photo shoot, we realized that we're hungry so we ate plato wraps matching black gulaman. Chit-chats again. The fun was cutted because james texted che that he's waiting for her in rachel's house. So the initial reaction of rachel was rattled, shocked and definitely anger. They had quarrelled regarding a below the belt issue w/c i'm not in the position to side comment or even share in this blog. Rachel decided to instead let james meet us in Megamall coz james insisted to talk to her. The rest was history. The day was great except for the later part coz the environment was full of conflict...you know what i mean...

The outcome of our passport size picture for passport purposes

ghera rachel

Ano ba yan! bawal ngumiti! dapat kita tenga! bawal din ung sobrang edit!! amp!!! daming eklavoooo!!! sabog ako dito..lols. si che mukhang batang paslit!ahahaha:)

THINGS i WANTED to BE..

Let me enumerate the things i really wish i have:


1. Overflowing Self-confidence

• Many people think that I'm a shy type of person in the 1st impression. But once they get to know me, they absolutely sort of realizing that I'm a fun person and easy going. I can definitely jive with different kinds of personality and attitude. So whenever you see me quiet in the corner, it means something. It's either I'm assessing one's personality or i don't like you.

2. I can speak my heart out!

• Although sometimes i can say/express whatever i wanted maybe my emotions/feelings towards others, but only few were chosen to whom i can say all of which. Most of the times, i tend to be silent to whatever issue confronted me or some else i'm concerned with. Maybe i don't have that full confidence to let people know what am i going to say. I admit, i'm afraid of rejection. I don't want anyone to put me down. But there's always a scene where i'm place in the hotseat, and then again..i keep my mouth shut in order not to hurt someone or offend other in that manner. However, i feel like heart's gonna explode or burst everytime i keep all hatreds to myself alone. I hope that i can always express myself so as to defend my rights and point of view.
  

3. Influence to bring peace to the world.

• My friends might find me kidding by saying this but actually i'm not making foolishness out of this. As a human being, i dream to be a role model for the next generation. I can honestly say that i never done any means of improving the world. But that time will definitely come true. Being incapable is not an excuse but i think, i'm not yet prepared. In order to be a good peace maker of the world, maybe i should candidate first as a councilor in our city!!!! Just kiddin!!!

4. Can read a person's mind.

• Sounds creepy, isn't? It's probably gonna change the world if each and everyone knows what others think. In that way, we can adjust to any situation to compromise the welfare of the persons involved. If that happened, the world must be a perfect place to live without any undefined root of evil. The positive outcome of this is that it can help us to anticipate a possible harm/danger hand carried by a destroyer/not conscience person. On the other hand, it can also have a negative outcome in which it can cause a possible fraud and it might use as a form of fooling others or even blackmailing.
  

5. Make others happy unlimited.

• If i see others happy, that's a contentment for me and it will definitely makes me happy. I can say that it'll probably the best gift i can give to person i love, my family and special persons i have in my life. Happiness is unmeasurable. Totally, it's priceless. A fulfillment and self-achievement i could say. Isn't good to see a warmth environment full of love? No conflicts, no bad vibes, no hatred, no problems, no war, no hassle, no everything that can the worst appear. Hence, life is good if there's love and happiness.
  

WOWOWEE touched me

I can't help but watch wowowee every noontime. After lunch, i washed the dishes and cleaned the table where we ate. I think, this show really captures each and every single person watching it. It's not an addiction nor a vice. I simply love the theme that they wanna give justice. I know, there a lot of accusations with regards to wowowee. They said that there is a form of fraud or cheat that is going on. Well, i don't give a damn care! It's not that i'm a fan or something... what my point is, as long as the show make me happy, make me forget any distressing problem, make me laugh for a while, or even teach me the essence of becoming a good samaritan, i don't see any wrong with that. Yes. That's an issue but what matters most is that for long stressful hours, a show can make you smile just to ease the pain.

Wowowee touches life, who touches yours?
Okay, not funny..hehehe..but I'm laughing!SICK!

Maybe the person reading this wondering why in the earth I'm talking about this noontime show. I guess this just a form of realization that there are people whose less fortunate and definitely needs much attention from others most especially from the authority. I believed in what willy said a while ago, he said that the government must look down with this people instead of doing unecessary actions that has nothing to do with people's welfare. Willy of Fortune catered the offspring of the housemaids. Some of them are studying but the sad part is they're grade level in school not suited their age. Some were like already 12 years old but still in grade 3. See how hard life is. Just because of poverty many children tend to skip their studies, instead, help their parents find ways for living. I was touched by a boy named BIKROT. He's really genuine. No pretentions and the act was not scripted unlike some child that was instructed by their parents act in such a way that willy may get overwhelmed and infavorable. The only thing thing he wanted for Christmas is just a pair of school shoes. Every audience were really touched by him. I'm a bit teary because as a way of people showing their much warming affection to child. Again, what the wowowee's famous known for is in the air again, the presence of giving and sharing by lending money to the contestants and above else, to the little boy bikrot. Many TFC subscribers lend some of their money as a form of help to bikrot for him to be able to buy his own pair of shoes as well to other child who also in need. As i said to my previous blog, "Christmas is in the air" as well as sharing & giving is quite noticeable. I hope that even it's not christmas, people should learn to give/share unconditionally and unpretentious. And tha't the real essence of the birth of Jesus Christ.

MORE PROCESSED MEAT by: HappySlip

Lyrics:
In this big box for Christmas,
my family sent to me
A lot of instant coffee

In this big box for Christmas,
my family sent to me
Lots of Chocolate
And a ton of corned beef

And in this big box for Christmas
My family sent to me
Medicine for the old ones
Sugar substitutes &
cookies that are sugar free

In this big box for Christmas
my family sent to me
Lots of toothpaste
Towels and bedsheets
All kinds of shoes
That exactly fit my feet

In this big box for Christmas
my family sent to me
MORE PROCESSED MEAT
Dont forget cologne
Yes bar soap
Multivitamins
And a truckload of candy

In this big box for Christmas
my family sent to me
Leftover soy sauce packets
MORE PROCESSED MEAT
Quaker oatmeal
Lots of chips
Dont forget sardines
And toys from happy meals

In this big box for Christmas
my family sent to me
All these instant noodles
Peanuts, Butter cookies
MORE PROCESSED MEAT

Dont forget old clothes,
And flip flops
Wallets and bags
And last years magazines

In this big box for Christmas
My family sent to me
A bag of chicharon
Coloring books & crayons,
Bulk toilet paper,
MORE PROCESSED MEAT
Panty and brief
Deodorant
Lots of lotion
But the best gift is money

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!
Yep! X'mas is in the air. As we hear the children carols, pine trees with stunning decorations, different sizes of gifts, etc.. and other things that can be interrelated to the Christmas Seasons. I was amazed by this video of HappySlip! She never failed to entertain her viewers with her talent and genius ability to make people laugh. yep..she's proudly Filipina. No wonder she got the talent and guts to show the whole world how special Filipinos are. She often relate Filipino culture to her videos. That's why many subscribers can deeply understand the Filipino attitude/personality w/c Christine portrays. Filipino man o ibang lahi will never get tired of her. Enjoy the video.

DIVISORIA/MAMA'S B'DAY/JOBHUNT

Again, it's my time to share some insights about me and this whole life adventure. apparently, it's has been weeks since i drop an entry in my dear blogspot. i would like to start w/ our divisoria shopping last 2 weeks i guess. i'm with ate jan to buy some give aways or prizes for baby shawn's 1st birthday. we went onto night shopping. we know that divisoria is a dangerous place were a lot of crimes happen. but anyways, we proceed on our night shopping. it's a place where you can buy stuffs for a definite low prize. we roam around to check for toys and also to window shop our personal picks.:) after, that we arrived home at exact 12 midnight.

Mama's 50th Birthday
*December 01, 2008

/aljon/lenlen/kuya mon/nikkie/
*yea! we have nikkie there!

/kuya mon/nikkie/aljon[down]/mommy yolly[up]/mama[up right]/lenlen/
*camera pictures since our digicam was borrowed by ate jan

My mom's 50th birtday!! i woke up early in the morning to help my parents to cook for the foods to be endure by the visitors as well as our family..:)) i made the macaroni salad and the lumpiang shanghai ala dimsum coz the lumpia wrapper looks like the dimsum when fried. so yummy!!! oh why i'm craving right now!!! so much for that... so mommy yolly came past 12nn. she had w/ her bunch of maja blanca tha's really delicious according to mom's friends. In the afternoon, nikki came[our cousin] after 2 years of no seeing.. we ate and ate...ther's a lot foods but i only manage to eat just a few of them! huhu.... coz after the party, mommy yolly and i went to divisoria to have night shopping again. we bought xmas gifts for mommy's friends.. i bought a black skinny jeans worth 200php and a blazer/bolero worth 150php...quite good! i used the skinny jeans for tomorrow/s job hunting w/ kuya raymund.


December 02, 2008

Kuya mon and I went onto a lot of hospiotals in laguna to search for a job! but unfortunately, all of them are not open for hiring so i just gave them my credentials and all that stuffs needed.whew! when can i be fortunate enough...huhu..im so desperate!!! please GOD help me!!! i know i'm not that perfect..but i will really be doing my best just help me....:))))))) i'm begging you please... I HOPE THAT NEXT YEAR IS MY YEAR!!!!!! HELP ME GOD!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

FUN THAT IS!

NOVEMBER 18, 2008

APPARENTLY, JOYCE AND I WENT IN A HALF DAY SEMINAR FROM 8AM UP TO 12NN @ MAKATI [3M]. ALL EXPENSES WERE ABSOLUTELY FOR FREE! A DAY BEFORE THAT, JOYCE TOLD ME IF I CAN JOIN HER IN THAT SEMINAR IN WHICH I HAVE NOTHING TO PAY..YES.. I MEAN NOTHING!! WE'RE ABSOLUTELY SHOCKED COZ THE GIRL THERE INFORM US OUR TRANSPORTATION EXPENSES ARE GONNA BE REIMBURSED. WOW! CAN'T IMAGINED! THE SEMINAR WAS GREAT. MANY INNOVATIONS WERE DISCUSSED BY THE LECTURER. THERE WERE ALSO FREE SNACKS AND LUNCH! WHAT ABOUT THAT!! EVERYTHING WERE REALLY HEAVEN!! WE ALSO RECEIVED SOME FREEBIES AND STUFFS/PRODUCTS OF THEIR COMPANY.

THEN, AFTER THAT, WE WENT @ SAN JUAN DE DIOS TO GET OUR GOOD MORAL & RECOMMENDATION FROM THE DEAN W/C WE REQUESTED A WEEK AGO. UNFORTUNATELY BECAUSE OF AN URGENT TASK THAT WE NEEDED TO COMPLY A WEEK AGO, WE FORGOT TO RETURN THE STAB FOR THE RLE FORM. THAT'S THE REASON WHY WE WASN'T ABLE TO GET THE RLE FORM YESTERDAY. SO IN SHORT, WE HAVE TO GET BACK THERE A WEEK AFTER...SO HASSLE!! WELL, I CAN'T RETURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME!!

WE'RE UNDECIDED WHERE TO GO, WHETHER WE CHECK IF THERE'S ANY AVAILABLE HIRING IN PCH OR JUST BACK UP AND GO HOME. BEHIND MY BACK, I'M THINKING WHY NOT GO TO MOA [MALL OF ASIA] TO FRESHEN UP FOR THE CLIMATE IS TOO HOT!! JOYCE AND I MUTUALLY DECIDED TO ROAM AROUND THE MALL. SUDDENLY MY FRIEND KHEIY TEXTED ME. SHE INFORMED ME THAT ARTCELLE WILL HAVE HER BDAY TOMORROW SO SHE WANTED US TO COME W/ HER IN SOME SPOT..I'M SURE BUT KHEIY MENTIONED JAIPUR AND EMBASSY WHERE PARTY GOER CAN BE FOUND. SO AFTER MANY DISCUSSIONS, I FINALLY SAID YES. BEFORE JOYCE AND I WENT TO BACLARAN, I REALIZED THAT I'M A BIT THIRSTY AND I'M CRAVING FOR MC FLOAT. WHAT A FATE!!! THAT MCFLOAT UPON ORDERING FLASH ONTO MY PANTS W/ A LOT OF MCDO COSTUMERS STARING! AMP!! HOW SILLY I AM!! CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE, IT'S SO STICKY AND THE COKE WAS ALL OVER MY PANTS LIKE I'D PEE ON MY LAP!! OMG!!! IT'S SO EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!!! WATTA EXPERIENCE!!!! WE STAYED FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES IN MCDO FOR MY PANTS TO DRIED UP. THEN WHILE WAITING, WE TALKED ABOUT A LOT OF STUFFS LIKE GOSSIPS AND SCANDALS! AHAHAHA!! I DISCOVERED FEW MATTERS THAT TIME W/ JOYCE! AHAHAHAHA... WHAT A DAY THAT WAS! FORTUNATELY MY PANTS DRIED UP AND WE WENT STRAIGHT TO BACLARAN FOR DRESS HUNTING. SO IT'S LIKE I SHOPPED IN BACLARAN W/ A SET OF OUTFIT. I BOUGHT A PAIR OF SANDALS, PINK BELT, AND A BLACK BLOUSE. THAT'S IT.

TOXIC DAY

DRINKING A LOT OF H2O BECAUSE I'M SO DEHYDRATED!!

NOVEMBER 14, 2008 BY THE TITLE ITSELF, ITS QUITE OBVIOUS THAT MY DAY HAS BEEN AN EXHAUSTED DAY FOR ME BUT DEFINITELY PRODUCTIVE. LETS BEGIN WHEN I WOKE UP 6:30 IN THE MORNING. IT'S REALLY EARLY COZ I WANTED TO TALK W/ MY MOM WHO'S GOING TO HER DUTY THAT TIME. I TOLD HER I NEED MONEY FOR MY EXPENSES FOR THAT DAY. BUT SHE ACTUALLY PASSED MY REQUEST TO MY DAD. YEA, FORTUNATELY PAPA GAVE ME 300PHP. THAT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR THE THINGS IM GOING TO PAY BUT I MANAGED TO SPEND MY MONEY WISELY CONSIDERING I ALSO HAVE MY SAVINGS. 9:00AM, I WENT A T MY ALMA MATER & ARRIVED AT EXACTLY 10::00 AM. JOYCE && JJ ARE NOT YET THERE SO IVE WAITED FOR ABOUT 15-20MINS. AFTER THIR ARRIVAL, WE WENT STAIGHT AHEAD TO THE REGISTRARS OFFICE AND NURSING OFFICE. THEN, WE ATE OUR LUNCH AT 88 TAPSILUGAN ETC. WE PLANNED TO GO TO LAS PINAS CITY MEDICAL HOSPITAL TO PASS OUR CASES IN IV THERAPY. THERE'S A BIT CONFLICT / DILLEMA/ WHATEVER YOU CALL IT. THE FACT IS THAT JOYCE DOESN'T HAVE ANY CASES FOR COMPLETION OF HER IV THERAPY. SO I TALKED TO AEL [KUYA MON'S GF] TO ARRANGE SOME CHEATING TACTICS. ACTUALLY, I AM W/ AEL WHEN WE HAD OUR IV THERAPY TRAINING AT LPCMC. SHE DECIDED TO GIVE TO JOYCE HER CASES IN LPCMC BECAUSE SHE ALREADY BEEN GIVEN SOME CASES FROM SAN JUAN DE DIOS. IN EXCHANGE, JOYCE HAVE TO PAY AEL 400PHP FOR THE CASES. THAT HAS BEEN THE BACKGROUND INFO. SO BEFORE WE GO TO LPCMC, JOYCE AND I DECIDED TO FIRST CALL THE HOSPITAL TO BE SURE THAT THE SUPERVISOR THAT WE NEEDED IS ON DUTY. AFTER SO MANY ATTEMPT, WE FINALLY LEARNED THAT MS. SALLY IS ON DUTY AND HER DUTY IS ONLY UP TO 2PM. BY THE WAY, ITS ALREADY 12NOON IN OUR WATCH THAT TIME. SO WE HURRIED TO LAS PINAS. SAVE BY THE BELL, WE ARRIVED THERE AT EXACTLY 2:OOPM. WE WENT TO THE SUPERVISORS THEN LET THEM SIGN OUR FORMS. BUT THEN AGAIN WE REALIZED THAT THERE'S A BIT PROBLEM. ITS ALL BECAUSE THE NURSE IN CHARGE THERE TOLD US THAT THE PAPER OF JOYCE CANNOT BE SIGNED NOT UNTIL HER GRADES IN IVT HAS BEEN PASSED IN ANSAP. THERE'S NO PROBLEM W/ MY CASES, JOYCE HAS. REMMEMBER I MENTIONED A WHILE AGO THAT JOYCE'S CASE WAS ONLY GIVEN BY AEL WHO REALLY DID OR COMPLETE THOSE CASES! SO WE CANNOT TELL THE NURSES THERE THAT JOYCE'S CASES WAS ONLY GIVEN BY THE REAL PERSON WHO HADHER SEMINAR IN THEIR HOSPITAL AND COMPLETE THE CASES. THEY MIGHT QUESTION US. AFTER SO MANY DISCUSSIONS, PLANNING, AND TALKING W/ AEL IN THE PHONE TO INFORM HER ABOUT THE SITUATION.... JOYCE AND I COME UPW/ A GOOD ALIBI. JOYCE TOLD THE NURSE IN CHARGE THAT IF SHE CAN BE ALLOWED TO LET HER FORM SIGNED BY THE DIRECTOR OF NURSING FOR THE REASON THAT SHE'S RESIDING IN A FARAWAY LAND AND FOR HER OWN CONVENIENCE NOT TO COMEBACK THERE JUST TO HAVE HER FORM SIGNED BY THE TIME SHE KNOWS THAT THE GRADES HAVE BEEN TOOK OVER TO THE ANSAP. SO GREAT PALN.. THE DIRECTOR OF NURSING WAS CONVINCE AND SIGN THE FORM. WHEW!!!THAT WAS QUITE A SHOW! HAHAHA.... THIS DAY WAS REALLY A TOXIC DAY, TAKING INTO CONSIDERATION THE CLIMATE... IT SO HOT!!! WE'RE SWEATING LIKE CRAZY!! BUT IM THANKFUL COZ AFTER THOSE CONFLICTS, WE MANAGED TO ACCOMPLISHED A LOT OF THINGS TODAY!! THAT'S SO GREAT! AFTER THAT WE WENT HOME. I DROPPED BY IN BACLARAN CHURCH TO CITE SOME PRAYERS.THEN RODE A BUS GOING HOME. 2 HOURS TRAVEL TIME!

ORDINARY DAY

iT'S A NEW MORNiNG!! i WANT TO ENDURE LiFE TO THE FULLEST! LiFE iS Too SHoRT AS THEY SAY && THERE'S A LOT OF OPPORTUNITIES WAiTiNG FOR ME. GOD iS JUST BESIDE ME TO GUiDE && ENCOURAGE ME TO GO ON WiTH LiFE && BE THE BEST THAT i CAN. i DO'NT HAVE ANY STORY FOR THiS TiME COZ THERE'S NO ACTUALLY IMPORTANT HAPPENINGS iN MY LiFE. i WOKE UP 10 iN THE MORNING. i ATE 2 HOTDOGS && ONE SPOON OF FRiED RiCE. AFTER THAT, i WENT UPSTAiRS && WALLA!! i OPENED THE COMPUTER. THAT'S MY ROUTINE EVERSINCE i GRADUATED.:D I'LL TRY TO PUT SOME ENTRY LATER COZ i REALLY DON'T HAVE iNSPiRATiON RiGHT NOW TO WRiTE GOOD THiNGS && OR EVEN WORST THiNGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME.. CATCH YOU UP MEYBE LATER.

GUESS WHO'S BACK?!

It's been a while since dropped some entry here. Almost 9 months. i've been busy these past months. aside for my graduation, i also had my review on RCAP for my licensure board exam for nurses. not until on June 2008 where the examination has been scheduled. June 1&2 to be exact. It's definitely a long journey since i had my review, took the exam. && luckily passed the exam on July. a rollercoaster ride it may seems but that's how life is. I've got a realization this time && that has something to do w/ my status in life at this moment. as a living truth, i'm still a daughter who needs a wall to lean on. i'm talking about my parents. i'm kinda embarrass of what i am today. although there's a big plus being a registered nurse [a degree holder] but what's the use if i'm not gonna apply it in the real world. i don't know what taking me so long to find a job related to my field. well, it's my fault i guess. coz i'm doing nothing. i'm just waiting for a grace to shower upon me. isn't too foolish && idiot thing to do. probably, many people surrounding me think that i am disabled && worthless! coz i don't even give my fair share to my family in which i am already in the working stage! godamnit! i used to think that once i got passed the board exam i'm going to work as a nurse in a hospital just right after the deliberation. what the!!! what date is it today?!!! am i really wasting my time??!! hell, why do i'm asking this kind of question which all has an obvious answer! these really crazy!!! i have a lot of dreams && i don't want it to come any longer!!

my ER experience

February 10, 2008 <4:40pm>

yeah!!! I miss a lot of days not writing in this bLog!! ye for the same reason.."im busy"... I have a lot of experiences tis pat few days w/c are really amazing and i really love the week that has been!! first of all.. i would like to begin w/ again..my duty!! I had my duty from feb 3- 7, 2008.. It started at feb3 10pm... yeah my shift was 10-6. supposedly, my duty is on Operating Room but eventually.. i was moved to the emergency room.. at first I'm really mad and badtrip bcoZ... my mind was already conditioned and ready for my OR duty. my scrub suit are in and i don't have my apron and cap ofcourse. maam sevilla didn't told us earlier that she's going to remove 3 of us..well we're only 5 students in duty at the OR. but maam just told us that very moment..as in we're about to go upstairs to our duty that only 2 students were allowed to have their duty at the OR...I was like..sHOcKed!!! i told myself,"is she ok??" i don't have my apron as well as my cap!! and it's prerogative in our institution to wear those things when on duty..goSh! she's violating the rule! as a student, we don't have the right to refuse.. so that day i had my duty at ER with incomplete parapernalias and uniform..hmmmp!!it was jecille and karen who went to OR because the next day they will be having theri duty at PCH nicu. I'm a bit embarass coZ i don't have apron and cap..huhu..that's why i'm not too productive that night. we are allowed to sit..and we grab the rare oppurtunity to sleep although we're not allowed!hehehe..it's bcoZ, its a little benign that time. Later on, i begun to appreciate ER.. and at the end of my duty, feb4 6am, I realized that its much better if I rather stay in the Er than in OR... in emergncy room, it's not really boring unlike OR...bcoz in OR...most of the times in 10-6 shift there is no case...so..what the heck am I going to do there..????!!! this was the most interesting part...hehehe.. I and Resh is attracted to one of the staff nurse there or should I say..the Head Nurse..his name is Sir Mark..hehehe.. We find him really nice, approachable, kind..... we both have a crush on him..btw..he looks like ronnie liang..the singer!hehehe..he's not that handsome but bCoz of his personality, appeal and charm..we really adore him!!wahahaha... upon going home... me and resh was waiting beside the Heritage Hotel for an aircon bus..yeah the new one..hmm..our favorite bus!!hehehe...we've waited there for so long because buses, even those aircon buses that are not that good, are full!! i begun to think..."should go for an ordinary bus?"hmm...both resh and i begun to realize that we should rather ride in an ordinary bus..*but we're just thinking of it in our minds*hahahah...not until Sir Mark came in...we're shocked coZ he just appeared from the other side where rare people cross...so we said,"hi sir"..then he asked us,"are u from makati too?"..and so on and so forth... not longer than a minute...he wave his hands to us and said byebye...and then he ride in an ordinary bus!! so,,upon seeing sir going up on the stairs of the bus...resh grab me and said "tara sakay tayo!!"....hahahaha..so we ride at the same bus!!!hahahaha...we can't stop ourselves from laughing!!hahahaha!!!! we don't know if Sir was aware that we are in the same bus!!hehehe..unfortunately, we are in the front seats and he's in the back..! that was a kickass experience!! really love it!! hahaha=D..we're sO wacKy that time!!!=D

finally, he already arrived in his destination..huhu..at guadalupe!! hehehe...its nearby!!! just a few rides away!!hehe...kiddin!=D________overaLL...this day was a reaLLy fUn and kiLig 2 the Bones daY!!hihihi=D

so muCh for that... the next day was just the same the only difference is that Sir was in Off duty!!huhu///sad/// anyways, we continued w/ our same routine...a lot of fun experience w/ glen, resh. raf and joyce...we're the tropang ER!! friendship were built and at the same time bonding and food tripping..ill never forget the "ballot", miLo, pancit canton,chocolates..and a lots more!!! super happy!!! glenn made the group really alive w/ his silly jokes, gestures, funny side comments, gossips and so on...we had the chance to confess w/ our concerns and secrets...hmmm....!! all I can say is that this second to the last exposure of our group in Emergency Room was really a msut..to treasure..I will never forget themmm...I was able to have a heart to heart talk w/ Joyce for the first time..i was able to share to her some secrets, and a lot of gossips hehe..i mean real life stories. the bonding of the group was really awesome. i had the chance to mingle w/ raf and we became closer. I was able to get to know glenn much better as well as resh. resh and bonded most of the times especially w/ reagrds to Sir Mark!!wahaha "sa iyong ngiti..ako'y nahuhumaling",,,,hehehehe!! i love them!! ill miss them super!!!!

I really learn a lot in staying at ER... i learn a lot of procedures like ECG. I was able to master it!!wahahaha!! to carry out doctors order. and also to endorse new patient in the ward..that would be the most important experience that i had..because i get used to it w/c is really a must. to admit a patient.to go to the laboratory.to assist the snod.lottsa more!!!! you know what..after my duty at ER, i realized that I would rather work in the ER coz I'm lovin der!! I appreciate SanJuandeDios!! Im planning to work there..its either in the area of SVPU, OR,/ ER w/c is my first choice..!!! I want action that's why i chose ER. I also want to meet new people day by day. ER is the best!!hehehehe!!!!

My last day in ER. although I'm a bit inspired in the last day coZ Sir Mark was on duty...the later part...when we're staying in the bench of the school and preparing to go home...something really "GRRRR" happened!!!! Resh and I planned to wait for Sir MArk..so that we can be able to ride in the same bus... that was our plan!! and we've waited for about 8 hours just to do or accoplish that!!!! being with Sir Mark was not a big deal...*somehow*heheh....but the big deal there was....let me first tell the story....

it's was the end of our duty and said our goodbyes to the staff nurses on ER. so we're staying in the bench of the school. i have that instinct that Sir Mark will be going home earlier than before.. so my eyes are on the street to look if he's there.... until a few minutes later... we saw him with his colleagues. Glenn shouted and called Sir MArk.."SIR". and then he come closer..and said why. then my groupmates just said bye sir..and here is this girl...one of my groupmates. i'm so mad at her that time bcoz she's pointing on me saying,"Sir eto po un oh..Geralyn pangilinan"!!!!! she keep on repeating it!! that was really out of the line. she's stepping on the line..!! she's acting as if she knew that I like Sir!! she knows nothing!!! she's making EPAL!! like what i have said... there's no big dealk w/ regards to..Sir seeing me.Sir knows that its me who had a crush on him.that's so immature. the problem is that for me she's acting she's betraying me!! I don't like people w/ that kind of conduct/ manners!!! that's what I hated that day...see, early in the morning and then you've done that to me!! what the heck!!! foolishness!!!! insensitive!!!! gRRR!!!

I was about to scream!! but i didn't let my temper blast!!! shock!!!hmmmmmmmm.....!!!!!*-*

happy birthday jam!!

February 2, 2008 <10:17pm>

It's been too long since a wrote my last blog!! i was a bit busy this past few days that's why i wasn't able to share my experiences via blog!!hehehe.. anyways, from monday up to thursday, i had my duty at San Ramon Nonato Unit w/ Mam Banaria!!! she's so cOOl!! every moment was a big laugh trip!!! there's no dull moment!! although we have few patients.. we managed to enjoy our stay in there!! Mam is so funny and wacky!! she also shared us a lot of knowledges w/ regards to OB-Gyne. i will never forget her cute cheeks and "kachi"!! hahaha...

Today, it's saturday!!! we went at James house to celebrate his birthday!! I'm with Rachel. his visitors are really blockbuster and eventhough most of them are familiar to me... i'm not close to them. i used to see them at the campus. but eventually, i was able to get mingle w/ some of them.. the rest are also my friends and former classmates..!! i really had fun a while ago... james' friend judith used to guess the lovelife status of most of the visitors using cards. wahaha.. i was really laughed out loud bcoz of glen!! we had w/ him a lot of punch lines that really captured our senses!!!!!wahahahah!! i'll never forget this day!! before i forget.. I and che give something to james as a gift w/c is a photoframe...it's not an ordinary frame... all i can say to describe it... i think it looks like a slideshow composed of 3 pictures!! that was really coooool!!! photo flash is the name i think!! we bought it at MOA! its personalized and really touching for me...hehe..actually we can see to james tantalizing eyes that he really appreciated our gift for him!!! although one his visitors said that she will bump the one who gave that gift to james bcoz she find it insulting!!! hmmmp!!! well, that's her opinion ...the hell i care!!! james actually apologized for such insulting words spoken by one of his visitors...! but wat can i say.. this day is very fulfilling and memorable...!! again, happy birthday james!!! ^___^

January 28, 2007 <7:16pm>

Hey there!! I am too busy today!! right after i arrived at home... i done a lot of activities like laundry, eating, doing some research, ...and so on!! i want to take a rest!! im exhausted!! hehehe..just kiddin!! well anyways.. i had my 6am-2pm duty a while ago at san ramon ward w/ mam banaria!! its benign by the way.. all we did was just to stared at our patients bed, roaming around, talktalktalk, laughing, sterilizing w/ sterilium, go to our patients again, make chickas, go to the chart, make usisa, play wheel of fortune, play pinoy henyo..and a lots more.. ill just tell more about that maybe tomorrow!! bye for now!! ill take a rest!!

January 27, 2008 <9:58pm>

At about 5:40am..I and che arrived in CAA lying in. we had our one day duty there. i am w/ random batch mates but most of them were familiar and friends of mine. today was really a great experience..at first, i thought that i just gonna sleep in there like we usually do last year with my former groupmates in 3rd year. it is bcoz, we don't have any patients that time!! luckily, we do have patient!! they're are both having there frequent uterine contraction. actually one was having her labor. the other one was just there for consultation / monitoring. but eventually, both delivered their new born baby while we're still there!! yipeee!! i handled one of the patient.i'm the one who gets the baby out of the mother's womb!! wahaha!!! that was really fun!! btw, it's my first time to really handled the case...bcoz when i was in Fabella, my job was only to clamp and cut the cord..hmmm...!! watta experience i had this day!!! i can't believe how wonderful to hold/touch a placenta!!hehehe!! i was the one to pull out the placenta!! eventually, my scrub suit was soaked w/ a bit of blood!!!hehehe...isn't cOOL?!! or GrosS?!! hahaha... although we already went home 3pm...overtrime!! it's okey coz i enjoyed and i was able to meet new friends and be even more close to my former classm8s!!! that was amazing!!! what a fulfilling day!! hey!! gotta sleep so as to prepare for tomorrow's duty!!! i need to wake up early..so no rOOm for aDDicT mOde!!! i mean pC addiCT mOde!!hehehe..^O^ gUdnYt!!

January 26, 2007 <4:38pm>

uhmm.... today, i went to my school and attended my class w/ mam santos. it's really fun listening to her stories and funny punch lines!!hahaha... nothing really important happened today.. our is class was only half day so after my class, i went home. i ate and watch T.V. basically, i slept! heheh..and then check my friendster, multiply, & blog! i don't have here much more to share coz today is a bit boring so far..later, i will look for something to do or be busy about. tomorrow is obviously sunday, still, I do have a duty in CAA or Lying-in for completion. it's too early!! 6am!! OMG! whew! everyday is a busy day!!hahaha

i just wish..

January 25, 2008 <9:03pm>

hey! another day has gone!! again, i wasn't able to accomplish a blog for sbcoz i don't have internet connection that time.. well yesterday... im a bit busy coz i did my bunch of assignments and requirements!! but fortunately, i was able to pass it a while ago!! hahaha!! and in addition, our group don't have our area in the morning in the hospital!! we don't have a slot!! wahahahaha.... we just attended the meeting in the morning w/ mam gregori and then we stayed in the marillac hall filling up our green book!!! as usual..i still do not have plenty of signatures in there...huhuhu... by the way, today we had our classes w/ mam dones in the morning, sr. delia in the noon and ms camacho in the afternoon..yeah...we're fully loaded this day...!! after having my classes for the whole day... i went in MOA or MAll of Asia w/ rachel!! as expected, we have our ritual w/c is food tripping!! and im in the mood to eat sushi that's why we bought some... and i bought california maki w/c is my favorite!! we also bought calamares . after food tripping, at about 7:30 pm, we went home. on the way me and rachel keep on talking about the new issues and stories better left untold!!wahahaha!!! actually, we also planning a lot of things in the near future like travelling all around the archipelago and absolutely around th world!!! i hope we can be able to do that as soon as possible!!! but for now, i really wish to go to palawan!! yeah!!! after graduation i think!! hahaha... well, i think im just dreaming!! hahaha... we'll be there sooner..promise..!

Histrionic Type

January 23, 2008 <6:09pm>

hey!! i wasn't able to write a blog yesterday coz i was to busy ironing my uniform and besides i arrived at home 10 o'clock in the evening from my nscu or nursing duty at PCH. well, there's nothing to worry coz there's no significant event that happened yesterday!! anyways, i arrived at my house today for about 3pm. i have 6-2 duty at E.R. of PCH. well, there wer no case as expected and besides we don't need it coz we're already completed w/ our minor cases.. FYI those cases that i've been talking about are the most important requirement that "us" nursing students should or must comply in order to apply for an exam or licensure exam or board exam!!! waaahhhh..!!! those cases are too precious for us!! it's just an ordinary day..but i'm not quite satisfy of just happened this day.. i feel annoyed by someone! well, that person is too unworthy so let just not talk about that person!!hmp!! i miss my friends... you know what, i don't really like those pretenders who's trying to get someone's attention!! hate those Histrionic type of person!!! they're attention seeker!!! they rather do everything just to be notice by everyone!! shocks!! so annoying!! they sometimes tend to neglect other people's feelings for the sake that they can be the center of attention!! duh??!!!!hmm... insensitive.

i need a job!!

January 21, 2008 <11:15pm>

Today, I had my duty in Paranaque Community Hospital specifically in the nursery. my exposure just last for about 2 hours and the rest 6 hours were spent on chitchats, playing something like word puzzle, and just simply sitting the lounge area of the nursery and OR. i only commute going in that place. its a bit far from our house but i eventually arrived there early..although in my time card, i was late for only a minute!! that's really unfair bcoz.. im the earliest student to arrive in that hospital...well, it's my fault bcoz before going in the hospital..i stayed at 7/11 nearby bcoz i saw the hospital with a lot of people and besides..its raining.. and also i bought a drink in 7/11. i can really admit that today is not a toxic day!!hahaha... me and my co-groupmates..just have a little conversations with regards to the board exam and on what job to apply to fill up the 6 months vacant time. we planned a lot of things like applying for work as a nursing aide, call center agent, school nurse,and so on and so forth.. whew..i really hope that i could avail a simple job this coming semester or after graduation!! a while ago, kuya mon arrived. he told me something like a job to apply. its like a tuitor of koreans. the job ought to teach this koreans to speak english language. i think that's quite cool.. well...that's an option for me...hmmm... ill think of it.

give me some cases!!!

January 20, 2008 <6.20pm>.

Currently, i'm doing my homework which is my ppt presentation of our report w/ regards tocountry indonesia. later, i'am planning to finish my daily diary, a requirements for my lastweek duty at SVP, tonight. and ofcourse... i hope that i can be able do or rather answer myanother homework in Vincentian Heritage... loads of work ha!! anyways.. its ok.. coz my dutytomorrow is not that early..its 2pm..so i still have enough time time finish some of it.. change the topic.. i feel i lil ill today or at this very moment coz i'm again having diarrhea!! huhuhu.. i really don't know the reason why i'm suffering from this kinda thing!! huhu... if i'mnot mistaken, recently.. i used to eat cup noodles one that is instant...all night/dawnlong...hmmm... does it make any sense..?? hahaha.. hmmm... i never ate streetfoods...spoiled foods either....huhuhu... i have no idea!! hahahaha!! enough for that.. tomorrow, as i said, i will be having my afternoon shift duty at nursery of paranaquecommunity hospital which is obviously located at paranaque city! i really hope and pray that icould be able to grab a rare opportunity..well, i mean, i hope that i can get some cases therewhich includes cord dressing, assists, and actual deliveries... those are my requirements tofulfill in order to graduate and apply licensure exam...!! pray for me'!! hahaha..

tOo gROSs!!

January 19, 2008 <9:59pm>. Oh its saturday!!! still, we have our classes!! huhuhu... not only that.. we're going to have classes too tomorrow!!! gosh!! how come its sunday!!! anyways... today we had our review in psychiatric nursing courtesy of Mrs. Aquino who's a dean of a college of nursing..not really sure of its name..whatever!! as i was saying... the review was whole day.. it started at 8am and ended at 5pm... yeah.. i admit it.. i slept more than a couple of times!! hahaha... i can resist my drowsiness!! hehehe...although maam is a great teacher, well-organized, and we can actually understand every topic that she've taught us... her voice and manner of speaking driving us to sleeping like a an old woman in a rocking chair!!hahaha.. so much for that coz i have here some gross stories which is related to me!!hahahah... its a lot "yuck" and as i said "GROSS"!!! this morning... i had LBM!! hahahah....take note im in school so i have no choice but to take my bowel in the toilet of our school...it was so embarrassing! hahaha... i was like hesitant to go out from the room going to the toilet bcoz im too shy to stand up... and walk along the room knowing that all of the students were looking at me..! that's why i resist and hold my bowel until 12:30 which was our lunch break!! hahahah... finally i was able to move my bowel after waiting for the comfort room to become empty and locked it off!! hahaha!!! that was really gross!! but anyways.. that's part of life!! we have to remove those things that bothers us!!wahahahah!! its like killing meeeee.... for i think 4 hours!!hahaha... so long..! that would be my experience for today... i just shared this inspiring story so that everyone should learned that moving your bowel should be done early in the morning in your own toilet bowl!!! that the moral of this story... ok!!

gOt busy lateLy?

January 18, 2007 <4:03pm>


Home work!!
One hour ago, i arrived at our house. i woke for about 6:20 in the morning to go to my school coz we have our classes until 5pm. but fortunately, my afternoon class courtesy of ms. camacho was cancelled. it hink, mam was not around and she just given us workload!! hehe... that's the reason why i arrived so early this friday afternoon. today, i really feel weird coz i feel that my head is like shaking and bursting!! i feel ill since i woke up....huhu... i believe that after hearing our assignments for next week... it added up to my pain!! huhu..


My head is shaking!!

After i finish my workloads for today..i am planning to go to the salon and have my hair fix! its a little bit oily and it seems like wet look hair.. i dont like it!! i feel that all the dirts are sticking on my hair!!eeewww!! hahaha.. well, i hope that i can make it later and at the same time would like to have some documents to print in the computer shop near the salon. our printer is disabled!! that's why i need to go to the computer shop!!!

ANOTHER BAD NEWS!!

Im gonna take my board exam this coming november which is supposed to be on June.. its bcoz the submission of requirements for application in PRC will be on April 11. it includes that we, nursing students, should be graduated. eh, our graduation is on April 10!! so, how can we pass our requirements in that situation??!! gosh!!;p...how sad... one oppurtunity is going to be wasted!!!! but in the good side, there would be enough time for us to review our lectures and prepare ourselves for the incoming board..

♥my favorite ward ^o^♥

January 17, 2008 <3:52pm>. whew!! at last my duty is over..hahaha...but not totally over...meaning to say, my duty or rotation in a specific ward is already over. i already completed 4 days of duty in that area. honestly, i will really miss that ward. i think that im attached to that ward including not only the area itself but also the staffs, patients, and the harmony that i felt during my rotation there. my co-groupmates namely karen, jecille, and reshma also think that they have a "calling" to work as a staff nurse or professional nurse in that unit. before, i used to say that i will not ever work in san juan de dios hospital coz im super immune and i want to work to some other hospital to be able to experience new one. maybe i believed that a person also needs to grow and explore new adventures!! eventually after having my duty at SVPU, i've now changed my mind. if ever i'll have a chance to work in San Juan De Dios, that would definitely be in the area of SVP...! people in there were really nice and definitely approachable. they thought us a lot of things that would help us for our future profession..! the staff nurses that handled us were mam Nilds, Sir ThomZ, Sir Josh, & Sir Arnel.they really helped to carry out nursing procedures and thought us some principles with regards to the procedures that we're going to undergo.

♥i♥lurvee♥SVPU♥

i'm awake!!

whew..! iTs January 16, wednesday. it seems like a few moment ago since my last visit here in the blog. i terrificly ok today coz i was able to sleep for about 7 hours after my duty. unfortunately, i wasn't able to come with my cousin , kuya mon, going to duty free...huhu...coz i was sleeping..tsktsk.. after waking up, i ate my brunch combination of breakfast and lunch (3:00pm). by the way, i am the head nurse for today and for tomorrow that's why a lil bit toxicated. tonight will be our last duty for this week at last!! a while ago, i was teased by my friend analyn. she said that my eyes were getting darker and darker!! my eyes are like dropping out bcoz of obvious eyebags!!huhu..T-T.. currently, im listening to sounds of dashboard confessional entitled stolen.. i really think that the song is cool.. have peace of mind

my 1st ever bLog!

ehhem...well, this is my first bLog!! today is January 15, 2008, 5:13pm.. i'm all alone in our house. my mom went to starmall, a mall nearby,and she'll be back later in the evening. my day was really tiring! i went on duty few hours ago from 10 pm up to 6 am. by the way, i'm a nursing student! waahh...kakapagod mag-duty ng ganong time! but i preferably choose the night shift instead of morning and afternoon shift. can you imagine, i just slept for about 4 hours! that's why i really feel tired and dizzy!! kaninang morning after my shift, super hilo na ako!! super tulog sa bus! buti nlang i didn't collapse!! unlike yesterday, whew!! super drowsy na tlga ako!! para akong mag-bre-breakdown!! my story ako about dun kahapon pawuwi ko...grabe laughtrip!! ang tagal ko kasing naghintay ng bus yesterday..punuan..but at last nakahanap ako pero ordinary bus lang!! alam nio nman kapag ordinary bus..kambyo kung kambyo!! parang wala ng bukas!! sobrang bara-bara magmaneho!! kaya aun, super untog naman ako sa upuan!!wahahah...until may dumating na isang lalaki...mukhang goon!! wahaha... umupo siya sa tabi ko...sa corner or sa may window...grabeh..di ko pa rin mapigilan sarili ko..super antok kasi ako!! aun, continue parin aku sa paguntog...tapos biglang napalakas ung untog ko sa head ko!!! ouch!! nakita ko ung lalaki nkatingin sa akin..narinig at nakita nya yata na nauntog ako ng malakas...eto nman ang lola nyo...habang nnakatingin sya sa kin tumingin akong bigla sa kanya at sinabing,

"ang sakit!!"

wahahaha...feeling close!! hahaha!!! grabeh..iba tlga kapag bangag ang isang tao di na alam ang ginangawa!! kakahiya no!! hahahah!!aun lang nman ang kwento ko..hahaha..^o^